Model-turned-actress NOEMIE LENOIR has opened up about her suicide attempt last May (10), revealing she was so depressed following the breakdown of a relationship she thought she was "poisoning" her son’s life.
The 31-year-old beauty, who has enjoyed roles in films including Rush Hour 3 and After the Sunset, was found unconscious in woodland in La Celle-Saint-Cloud, France, after allegedly ingesting a cocktail of drugs and alcohol.
The star has confessed she was battling "a very deep depression" and felt "really alone" after moving to Paris to be with former soccer star boyfriend Claude Makelele, the father of her six-year-old son, Kelyan.
She tells Britain’s Guardian Weekend magazine, "Last May I did something really, really stupid. I came straight from New York to living in Claude’s house (in Paris), and I really wanted it to work, and it didn’t work out. He hurt me… so I decided… It was like a bad, bad depression, a very deep depression. I felt really alone.
"After I tried to kill myself, when I woke up, I finally realised: Claude is not the man for me." Lenoir admits she was also racked with guilt about not being "good enough" for her son prior to her suicide bid.
She adds, "People say, ‘Didn’t she think about her son?’ But they don’t understand. I love my son so much. But I didn’t think I was good enough, I thought I was poison. Poison for me and poison for him. When I was depressed I felt like I was poisoning his life by being in it.
"I thought he would be better with his dad and my mum to look after him. I didn’t realise I was hurting anyone, until I woke up in the hospital and saw my mum crying."
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